karma?

I have a real problem getting over things. I love to think that I am easy-going and laid back, when in reality anyone who has ever known and loved me has made it perfectly clear that intensity is one of my main (and perhaps adorable? nice try) traits. Because of my constant denial, it takes a long time for things to fester in my head and really sink in. I think I have moved on, then suddenly WHAM, 2 months later, there it is, the same issue that bugged you, or made you cry, or completely took over your life, now back to come out and play.

I'm never really over anything. I know that because right now, just when I thought I was done forever with my recent breakup, I am right back to that month when everything happened. And I can't stop crying.