Wednesday, January 25, 2006

julio voltio

wednesday night. blowing off steam.
had a rough day of news about my future, decisions to make. i guess i don't really know what i'm doing.
got off work, friend cooked dinner for me.
went to bar, requisite 4 drinks.
tried to go to a lounge, almost fell asleep. left right as the place was getting packed.

i'm trying to be focused, trying to do what's right. but really, i'm terrified. the fear often takes over and i rarely know what to do. just emailed Puerto Rico +1 in an effort to get centered.

in the middle of such a good time in my life, i am completely changing everything i have ever believed about myself. to go to school, typical, but for this, to commit to a long career, and to work 2 full-time jobs while i'm at it, seems not Cristina.

am i really gonna try to be a doctor?

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