shaking paper?

i am so exhausted, i can barely move. and yet i went out after work today to celebrate my new scholarly status.
my beautiful friend k. says i'm overexerting myself, over planning. i think she may be right. tonight, i sleep. tomorrow, pigfest at b.brewery? maybe.
holy shit, i'm too tired to even sing along to "he war" right now.
i think this is it.
i retire! (scarface, anyone? ANYONE??). ugh.