i love my life

Dear Chris Meloni,

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
I admit I was wrong. I got caught up in the moment and I hurt you.
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to get distracted by The Shield's partial nudity and catchy themesong. I didn't mean to say that Michael Chiklis is the new you.
I didn't mean to create new fantasies the don't involve you. And I'm sorry.
I just spent my Sunday evening with you and Mariska, watching episode after episode of our DVRed life together. I cried. I stood on my chair and shouted. I paced nervously. I broke into a sweat.
I realized there is only one you. And that I miss you.
Please take me back.

With all my love,
Cristina